Crash

It's only the 1st week
and I already hate semester 3
totally uninspired
so freaking tired
everyday sleep at 5
feel like taking a dive
ideas are running dry
brain's getting fried
feeling moody and down
dunno what to do now
it's close to 6
keep doing this, i'll get sick
just because i'm not happy
just because i'm grouchy
doesn't mean i've changed
it's such a strain
people ask why i don't smile
can't i not do that once in a while?
tired of childish things
tired of dramatic teens
tired of pretending
tired of not being me
everyone opened my eyes
and made me realised
is this who i am now?
left alone, ready to be drowned
taking me for granted
even when i realised, i wouldn't rant
is this who i am now?
feeling empty, feeling down
just need someone to talk to
to help me to get through
all the problems i have with me
all i ask is just your company
is that so hard to ask?
it's just a simple task
i'm not asking
i'm begging
please
am just expressing myself
wonder, ponder and dwell