Gone

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone
who doesn't even feel the same
is much harder.

Giving up doesn't mean you are weak.
It only means that you are strong enough to let go.

What you told me tonight sounded so surreal
that only be seen on telly
I guess you're very confuse
about what is going on right now.

But I dunno why
I was so calm
Why?

This thing we had,
Wasn't right for you
So why
do I still care for you?

Am I a fool?
To love someone who's unsure?

You said to give you time.
Sorry
If you want me
you would have to catch me back.

Letting you go
so you can find yourself
made me somehow......... relief?

Sad?

Disappointed?

Angry?

Numb. Emotionless.
Like a ragdoll.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you,
but you meant nothing to him.

No doubt the pain is there
But it's ok
I'm a big girl now
I can manage it.
I think.